messed up!

otw home, i had tonnes of things to sort out here. but now i'm here, i can't organize my thots. fuck.
oh well, in short:

1) introverts can nvr be extroverts no matter how hard they try.

2) it's fucking hard to read sum1's mind n to know exactly wat issit they want from u. or maybe wat they DON'T WANT from u.

3) whatever u do, nvr forget who ur real frens r. i'm sorry, eri aka HD kid. haha. only u will always try to twist my head off.

4) i miss buddy! sialah i hvn seen her for days. d last was when, last sunday???? or monday? haha.. ntahlah. i'm getting withdrawal symptoms.

5) speaking of which, i need some. alcohol i mean. or..? hahaha...


went to d hollaback crew finals juz now. B2D (tt's faisal's grp) was 2nd runner-up! congrats!! n shan is hot. n click 5... erm.. has a very hot roadie. oh n i saw fiyyaz!!! tt is one fucking hot guy lah. been drooling over him since he was still wearing shorts to school! ahahah..apparently he was in d grp mystiq. hmm. too bad i didn't kno it was him out thr while they were performing. was bz freezing to death. haha. chilled with them at taka garden aft tt, left at 10 to meet eri n topeq. aft tt they going HOME. booooo.. went hm by myself.

LOTS of things on my mind, but none i can speak of. only time will tell me wat to do.. let's wait.