d best (or worst) tt can happen, has happened..

.. n now, i'm officially a bored fuck at home. i spent d entire day doing nothing but sleep n watch tv. twice of each. dang. i'd rather be out thr doing nothing than be at home doing nothing. i actually watched d fucking news. how weird is that. i'm gonna hv to start socialising soon or i'll become an involuntary recluse.

n sometimes, i look for trouble n then regret it. haha. call it karma, call it retribution. call it a hobby. wateva it is, i do enjoy d things i do n i learn every single day. except for today. well i actually learnt tt sleeping too much makes me tired. n tt "when thr's 2 versions to a case, by law, d judge has to pick the one tt favours the accused." - B J Lean, defendant lawyer for Based in the trial for the murder of Farhad. interesting.

i saw photos of a married couple i kno juz now. it scares me once again, d thot of being married. like, that's it? tt's d last guy in ur life? wat if u get bored halfway? u can't get a divorce without any solid reasons.. i mean, it's harder. n when all these thots come into my head, i scare myself. wat hv i become? sialah.. i better not get married. my poor husband will suffer. haha.. i mean, he'll be d luckiest man alive, but wat happens down d road? i dare not think. i'm too much of a drifter to settle down. unless of cos, i meet sum1 who totally sweeps me off my feet n restores my belief in love n d good things in life. my cynical level is gg up d roof n i'm telling u, it's not good.

when u dun believe in anything, u tend to do watever u like n u disregard everything else. n tt's when u blind urself to d things tt matter cos wateva u do dun actually matter. u distance urself from wat u dun believe in, n so u dun benefit from tt thing. hmm. how now, brown cow? eat leather n shit shoe. oooo yea tmr can go penin n alter things. whoopdeedooooo.

Keep Walking - Johnnie Walker.