erit is a jerk.

had an appt at IEC at 1130, n d nyte b4 erit said he'd accompany me. n then we were to spend some time b4 i need to be hm, grounded as i was. didn't tell d "officers" i was gg out. so i woke up, woke erit up, n then showered. went out, msgd erit as i was reaching eunos, n he asked me to go ahead n he'll catch up with me at town. apparently he "had some things to settle". to cut a long story short, when i was done with d appt, erit said he was still engaged. so i had nowhere to go n nothing to do. i told him (with a tinge of disappointment) tt it's ok. i'll juz go home. truthfully, i wasn't tt upset cos i had more disturbing things in mind. was hungry, so i got myself a sub, n thot of buddy, so i got her one too. i planned to drop by her place n borrow some dvds to tide me over my "camp-in-room" phase. on d way to bedok reservoir, i bumped into irama at d interchange! Happy Moment #1. his cheerfulness helped lifted some misery off my head. so then buddy n i happily had our lunch together at her neighbourhood, n had some buddy laughs - Happy Moment #2. stuffed buddys r happy buddys. so then i took my leave cos buddy gotta head to a relative's place.

reached hm, read Agnes Grey till i fell asleep. woke up n voila! d silence of my phone resulted in 56 missed calls from erit. i was scared, cos d last time i had tt many missed calls, i was in trouble. with a psychotic ex-bf back in jc. ahhahah.. so i called him back. apparently, d sweetness was very sorry abt wat happened earlier. he called to apologize. n when i didn't answer, he panicked. haha! cuteness. such concern for his sidekick - Happy Moment #3. then aft a lil chat, he said he needed to go get ready. he was gonna meet sum1 special. ok. so on to d pc i go, looking for jobs. had a lil téte-téte with iceman along the way. thru myspace. =) told buddy abt it n she says he possibly likes me. Happy Moment #4. in d midst of #4, erit called me. he asked me wat i was doing, bla bla bla. n he said outside my window got momok(ghost). i rolled my eyes, n told him not to bull me. then he made me look out d window. he was squatting thr at d shelter!!! i smiled like a fooool, i tell u. Happy Moment #5. n then he asked me to come down. i fumbled around my room, changed, n panicked cos i hvn showered aft i napped juz now. n i was in my dumbass specs n my hair was a mess. hahaha! but who cares!! erit's here!! (i get very silly n awkward n all over d place when sum1 does sth extra sweet for me). i met him, n then found out tt "sum1 special" dzn mean goldie. i smiled again. Happy Moment #6. in fact, i was smiling all d way. wasn't i, darlink? hahaha..

we walked to west plaza to get paddle pop (hvn had one since i was a kiddie)! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! n who shd we run into on d way? my bro. hahaha.. d both of them r not exactly frens. but tt's not d point. we had our rainbow paddlepops - Happy Moment #7 - (paddle pop, wow! paddle pop, yeah! super duper yummy!) n a lil superhero time - Happy Moment #8 - at d bus stop whr erit let go one bus. AND d minah who got on THAT bus. ahha! sorry darlink. short n VERY sweet was d way to describe tt encounter. oh yes. erit confessed tt he wasn't actually engaged with anything tt morning. he was juz sleeping. ASS. ahahaha.. he's lucky he made me happy b4 confessing his jerk moment. i love u, erit! thx for taking d trouble to make it up to me. it was more than enuf. i'm keeping d ice-cream sticks! ahhaha...

i also wanna say thx to God for my buddy. she makes me happy all d time. n thx for irama, who prays for me every nyte. n thx for ad, who cares. n thx for lee, whom i kno will be thr anytime i need him. i kno cos it's tested n proven! basically, thx for all d ppl who care. nothing can mean more to me.

ad, hope everything turns out well for u.

apparently it dzn take much for me to get over misery. haha. only sumtimes ego gets in d way.

sweetest jerk. tt's another oxymoron for u, defected perfectionist.

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