OMG i'm psychic.

i was juz gonna go to bed, so i went to d bathroom to take a piss. n then while i was thr, i was thinking abt him n how i may hv been impulsive with him n tt his disappearance was annoying n so boo. these days i've been trying to detach myself from the hotness, n i've kinda succeeded. so on d way back to my room i took my phone tt was charging in d kitchen. yes erit, i charged it. n then i saw 2 msgs. 1 from erit calling me kerek cos my goddamn phone died on me while we were talking. doh! n another was from him. wow. he wished me gd nyte, n apologized for his disappearance. apparently family probs, n he said he'll make it up to me. i didn't reaply cos of irrational reasons. think i shd believe him? a part of me says it's bullshit. a part of me wants him bad. n i sound like an emo biatch now but hey. girls hv needs too ok.

n faisal. we need to meet up soon.

i AM impulsive n irrational. *gasp* tt was exactly wat erit said to me when we juz got to kno each other. damn ur gooooooooooooood.

i'm not hoping things will work out. cos now, i juz wanna fuck it. erm, nvm.