Life...

...is full of betrayals.
...is fucked up bullshit.

thx to a certain someone who i've been trusting and believing in. the more time passes me by, the more i reflect back on those days we used to have and how i believed in forever. at the same time, i started to think back on how i was ripped off. ur full of bullshit, n u don't know that.

step back, my friend. u got too caught up. don't point the finger at others. instead, scrutinize urself. ur not almighty, u kno. i'm disappointed at what you've become. i almost hate u.

almost, bcos try as i might, i can't simply ignore u.
i still love u.
n i deeply care.
whether or not u believe me.
cos it seems u've stopped believing in us.

cease the blaming.
it's not that i don't try.
it's juz that when i try, u refuse to witness it.

believe me,
i still do think abt u.
us.
paddle pops n forbidden nights.
hot chocs n milkshakes.
sentosa hut.

i'm giving away too much huh.
i'm not pining. or feening.
i juz wish for u to get slapped to ur senses n look at what ur throwing away for that silly forbidden fruit which mite not turn out to be nice after all.

adam made the mistake once.

dun be the loser who refuses to learn.

i kno u believe in risks.
but i also kno that u believe in analysing those risks.

believe me, darlink, we will not make it through as an entity.
pls come back so we can be the way we were..
..a thriving superhero alliance whose power was happiness.





it's really not d same without u.
n u too.