up the date.

i think now my blog has become a place whr my darlings can catch up with my life without us having to meet (physically or online). by darlings i mean Lee. its not that my singular/plural inflections hv gone bonkers, but i hv my reasons for saying such. my baby pig has no idea that i hv a blog and i don't think he's missing out on anything cos we meet n we talk everyday. It's currently not possible for Erit to read my rantings, Ad only reads it once in a while, n i think Buddy completely forgot i have a blog in the first place. funny i remember the first time i enabled readers to post comments.. when Buddy found out, she was so excited n she said her comments will be flooding my blog. turns out d storms came more from Lee n Erit instead.

doesn't matter.

i hv finished my 2-day course. it's a prep course for new teachers, n by that i mean ppl like me who suddenly decided to teach n we suddenly get selected to teach ppl not unlike me. so anyway d course went really well i must say. n I MADE A LOT OF NEW FRIENDS. don't get me wrong, i just never liked making friends b4 so it's really a big deal to me that lately i've been getting along rather well with new ppl. it's quite a nice feeling after u get over the awkward small talk.

so tmr i start my "career". i'm still unsure if i plan to do it long term, so for now, it's a tentative career. not being negative, but i'm trying to make an "informed" decision. whatever. i hv to fucking be in school by 7am tmr. even hell dzn open so early. shits.

imagine me trying to control 40 barnacle-heads (give & take) while actually trying to impart what little knowledge i managed to retain in my sleepy grey cells since college. hilarious ok. but nv mind. TLLM. u don't need to know that. i just hope i'll manage my language. that's more impt. u hv no idea how naturally profanities escape my lips.

wish me luck.
ass.

p/s: Mr Lee V-a-r-d-e-m-a-n, i've been trying to catch u but without luck. wish me luck for my 1st day, ok? text me if u can. it'll mean so much to me. miss u like hell. muah muah.